Melatonin High
Partially complete
Peacefully tired
Prepared to sleep
Convinced of life
Coming together
Cunningly perfect
Astonished by nature
Aware of dark circles
Awaiting next steps
Sleep doesn’t come
Staying put in bed
Sweet dreams far away
Only silence prevails
Oneness with it all
Obliterate any thought
Nature moves
Night has fallen
Never mind my rest
Indigo colored sky
Inhale shallow breath
Into the night
Falling
Flying
Free!
Melatonin high
Riddled
As we march
Into the unpredictable
The well known ‘me’
With the insecure ‘I’
The rumbling of thoughts
Swooshing through my brain
Sparks of thunderbolts
Flashes of lightning
Microscopic greatness
On a Petri dish
Slush of fat cells
Moving through space
Invisible chains
Holding my reality
World full of sanitation
Yet without sanity
Training my perception
To look at the beauty
With grace and awe
Full of expectation
An order in an action
Stay with me
Hold me tight
We are meant to be
Have a free will
Only sign here
Illusions vanished
What came after
The time of honeymoon
Love and peace
Esteemed architects
Burning bridges
Dry land of bare souls
Living in harmony
Truth on a plate
Masking tape fell off
Wrinkled soul
Shivers exposed in the heat
Calling no number
Breaking silence
Deep within
Found the Self
Lost in the heat of night
Day full of promise
Best of times to be had
Yet to dream big
Shadows of the I
Creeping up on my Self
Exposed
Blended into wholeness
“FOOLED INTO BEING NORMAL”
Blind and mute
Before birth occurred
Hoaxed into living
Following suit
Coming out of darkness
Daylight rubs the eyes
Scream for the first breath
Better than staying dead
Murmur and sound
Chaos all around
Touch on the skin
To be bare now a sin
Time is of an essence
Soon adolescence
Knock on the door
Story for a new decor
Dress and heels
Case full of skills
Rising on a leader
Resting on a feather
Upon passing years
Lust and dreaded fears
Change is in the air
Going Vego to be fair
Life of pure love no more lust
Content before being dust
Priorities changing gear
Into the unknown bravely steer
Formless mind and fatty brain
Chemical imbalance holds the rein
Vivid images of unseen form
Sounds that disturb the norm
What really matters who really cares
What meaning do we give life and is it fair
In the meantime take another breath
And go to fetch your daily bread
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I cried and my eyes flooded old rivers
I smiled and my mouth shaped new valleys
The tears of joy came unexpectedly
Above all the lies the truth resides
My heart beats to the bongo drums
My liver filters toxic memories
I raise a praise to the grey matter
For keeping it all in sync
The order which runs my blood around
Does not sleep and never stops dry
I go about my day with a fresh look on my face
Knowing that I am looked after and cared for
Whatever I call it whatever name I give
It bursts way beyond those vowels
More life there is given with each breath
Homeostasis keeps me balanced inside out
My heart opened to new discoveries
My mind shattered old structures
What stays permanent moves around
Constant flow of dissatisfaction.
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